So, I have this problem. It’s called Blogs.
I follow a ton of really wonderful blogs. Most of them are written by women who are about my age. And they’re really creative! They cook, they craft, they have great style. I find them very inspiring.
But I also find myself becoming resentful sometimes. Or maybe just jealous. Is there a difference between the two?
In any case, I find myself thinking, “They’re living MY life! They’re doing what I wish I could do!!”
Sometimes this causes me to get up off my couch and go make some change in my life, be it crafting something awesome, finding a way to use what I have to reorganize or redecorate my house, or whatever.
But, more often than not, I just sit and marvel at how these other girls in their late 20s are living their dreams, and I get frustrated that I’m not.
I’m intimated.
I’m fearful.
I want to do something creative and awesome and not be tied down by someone else’s rules. But I don’t know where to start. I have a grand image of what it might look like in the end, but I don’t know how to get there.
Someday I’ll figure out what I want to do with my life. In the meantime...
Peace,
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